Posted by Libby
Dear Grey and Mimi, Mac, Yates and Fitz,
I wish you knew how much I loved you. I wish you knew how much I pray for you all throughout the day. Lately I have really been praying a lot because I feel like I just can’t get enough one on one time with each of you, and it makes me sad. You are each so different from one another and I wish there was time in the days to focus on each of you and absorb your overflowing personalities. Grey, we have had the most time one on one with you- and the joy you bring into this house is without limit. I am so proud of the big sister you are and even more importantly, the little girl that you are. You love to laugh and wrestle; play doctor and princess; cook and clean; run laps outside and look for worms. You are so many of my favorite things all bundled up in your little body that I am daily in awe that you were created within me; and honored that I get to watch and help you grow. Sweet Mimi, you are our laid back snuggler. You are the only child that will actually sit in my lap and stay there and get cozy with me. Of course, this is quickly interrupted by a pushy brother to which you often respond with a quick bite and massive tears ensue. You are so easy, but that fierce edge sneaks out more and more and I know this will be a fabulous quality as you grow. Mac-Attack, you are a bulldozer. You just make everyone smile because you are such a BOY! You run through the house snatching toys from unsuspecting siblings and you climb on, push over, and wrestle anything you can possibly find. I am suspecting you to be the leader of the pack and I am thankful for your little body bursting with confidence. My wild man, Yates. You are becoming more independent of me, which is bittersweet. While you no longer need to be on my hip every minute, you still seem to have a delicate personality that needs a little more time and space than the others. You are beginning to make up for your small size with some serious body slamming to your siblings…they don’t like it much, but I know you need to define your space. You are our more serious one, but when you laugh- it is loud and wild and I love it! Little buddy, Fitz, you are so passionate and your heart is so big. You are quick to laugh and cry. I love your sweet spirit and how it seems you were born to love. You marvel at so many things..I love to watch you watch everything around you and see your eyes sparkle with delight. I’m not sure what an “old soul” is, but I think you are one. I am thankful that the Lord has shown us how unique you each are and I do pray that we can love on you just how you need and steal those alone moments with each of you.
As often as I struggle with the lack of time for one on one moments- for me with you- I am, at the same time, reminded of the gift God has given you with each other. The relationship I have with your Aunt Sus has taught me that there is nothing in the world as wonderful as having your sibling be your best friend. When I dwell on this, I trust that where the singular time is missing, the multiple time far outweighs anything I could give to each of you.
All my love.

Mac requires the least amount of sleep so we get more time with just him. I love these moments.

Another moment. Mac Attack in effect.

Sometimes we have to remind ourselves that having siblings is a blessing..especially when they are collaborating schemes!

One of our favorite times...wrestle time.

Yates and Fitz..wrestling in the stroller.

Just Chillin

Watching you all together, what a miracle!

My favorite times each week are when we are just together as a family. This may have been McLean's most favorite time recently- all five kids eating Central BBQ!





